Dearest C_,
I miss you so much. I never stop thinking of you day and night. Your poem was very powerful and very painful. I am sorry that I have caused you much pain. I hope, someday, you can forgive me. I, very much, want to see you grow up to be the most beautiful person. Please take care of yourself.
I will always love you and be here for you.
Love you always,
Daddy
Peace,
Thank you for your mommy’s day wishes.
I have to share some good news with you…I flew home for the weekend & my baby saw me.
Briefly. But still saw me and talked with me. He hugged me tight, and I felt the very grace of God.
Today, he gave me a card:
To the mommy (he’s being silly here),
Happy Mother’s Day. I love you bunches, even if I don’t always show it.
Love,
The Baby
I will continue to keep you and your children in my prayers. Sending you lots of happy vibes…
Blessings…
I have been through this before. I remember being on a plane flying home to Washington State from South Dakota. I had been on my first visit with my kids from my first marrage. It was a short time after my first wife left me. I put on my headphones and the song “The End of Innocence” by Bruce Hornsby.” I started to weep for my kids.
RJ
RJ,
Thanks for your comment. It has been tough for me since my ex-wife left me and I have not seen my kids. It broke my heart when I was given the poem from her through the lawyers. I was allowed to write to her. But, that is the extent of my communications with my children. I hope and pray that I will have opportunities to see and able to care for them in some capacity.
I hope your relationship with your children is good and strong. It would give me hope that I, too, will re-establish some kind of a relationship with my children.
Take care,
PeacE
Very sweet
I like
Hi Peace,
Just checking on you. I pray that you are doing well.
You have such a lovely gift for words, that I hope you are still writing, whether you share them with us nor not.
It’s good for the soul.
Smiles and hugs!
hi- i pray for your healing, for you to be able to reconnect even stronger with your children, and for forgiveness for all especially with yourself…that the dream that you once had- a family and all may someday heal…