It has been a while since I last post. I didn’t know what to say, but has so many thoughts in my head. So many things have happened in my life recently, which force me to really look deep into my soul. I think that is where I need to start. But,how? I am working on it with the help of true friends and family. It is hard though! Sometimes, I just want to feel numb and let life goes by and not have to think about anything. But the pain is still there.
I have read some interesting blogs and postings that has helped as well. Some are very good and touching. Some hits home as if I was reading about myself. Some makes me cry.
I still don’t know what to say! So much feeling and emotion. Thanks to a dear friend that I have a shoulder to lean on. I am learning to love and trust again.
Healing the Pain
May 7, 2008 by PeacE
Oh Peace,
So glad to see your post today. I’ve been thinking about you & checking here often.
I know it’s terribly difficult, and I am with you in spirit. Please know that we never love in a vacuum. The love you gave is currently making its way back to you. Love yourself, and be gentle with yourself. Cry. Scream. Throw punches into your pillow.
But be gentle with yourself. You are the most precious thing in your life. And your heart is trying to teach you something right now. Be still, and listen.
Much love to you, my friend.
-BizyLizy
Dear Bizylizy,
Thanks for your warm and loving message. You are so right. I am trying to be still and listen, and learn the great lesson of life each and everyday. Your stories touch my heart, and I feel your love and your pain.
Take good care,
PeacE
Inviting you over, Peace.
You are a special part of my collection.
Hugs to you!